part 43--finale ;)

Hey everyone, this is the end of Let's Keep This Just Between Us, Okay.... hope you enjoyed it and enjoy the ending... I love you all ;***
--Hi, My Name Is...
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Rawan

"Hala" I replied silently. I could feel the burn rush through my back and Sa3ad squeezing my hand.

He looks incredible, after all this time he still looks as sexy as hell and that's part of his charm; I'm still scared of him but he still looks good.

I hope he doesn't trick other girls like how he tricked me. He made it hard for me to let other people in. He made it hard for me to trust Sa3ad.

"3adi akalmich digeega?" He asked, never removing his eyes from me.

I looked at Sa3ad, I was so scared but I wanted to get this over with. Sa3ad squeezed my hand then let go.

I followed 3abdullah outside the ba8allah, "Sh9ayer?" I asked.

"Yi3arif?" He asked me as he glanced towards the ba8allah.

"La2." I replied looking down at my arms. Its been four years but at this moment, being with him the wounds felt so fresh, the hurt all came back, I was in that dark place again that I left a long time ago.

"Bas yi3arif ina fee shay?" He asked me and I nodded silently.

"Rawan, ana asif 7ag kil ilee sawait feech." I looked at him, he looked like the 3abdullah I knew in the beginning of our relationship... not the 3abdulah i discovered after, not the 3abdullah that abused me. I'm not falling for his tricks any longer.

I'm stronger now.

"roo7 moot." i muttered.

"na3am?" I felt his hand on my arm, I shuddered and quickly moved my arm away. He reached out for it again and brought it to his face. He looked at the scars that were there because of him. My heart was beating a thousand miles per minute, I was back in that place, scared to death.

I loosened my arm from his grip, "latjessnii!!" I snarled.

"Rawan, gam atasiflich.... sa3ad may3arif..... tabeen it9ar5een weeyee wi3arif shino 9ar gabil?" He said with a scary smile.

"Let's keep this just between us, okay?!" I snarled at him again and ran back to Sa3ad realizing my past will never be in the past.

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three weeks later

Nouf

Rawan is finally getting better. I'm the only other person that knows about the abuse. Those four years were really tough on her oo seeing Abdullah again is really hard. I'm so proud for how strong she is. She's much much better this week.

"Nouf?"

"Ali?!" I asked as I ran to him and gave him a hug, "sh9aar?!"

"Its set!"

"I7lif!!! 5ala9?! 3indina taree5... 3indina mukan?!"

"Eee.. May 17" he said as he smiled.

"Ahhh!!!!! Aliii.. ma agdar an6ir! We're getting married!" MAY 17!!! MAY 17!!! MAY 17!!! that's all I could think about

I wrapped my arms around him and kissed my handsome fiance.

"Let's keep these kisses just between us, okay?" He said as he laughed, his lips next to mine. His laughter echoed throughout the room, "I don't want Rawan to know everything."

Too late. I thought as I smiled.

He saw my evil expression and laughed again.

"May9eer yibga shay minich BAS 7agii?"

"Hehehe.... galbi kila" I responded cheesily..what can I do? I'm so in love.

"That, is enough for me." He replied in his sexy deep voice and kissed me again.

"Yallah jahiz? Lazim insa3id Fahood...." I asked when we came up for air.

"Ee yallah."
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Fahad

*txt recieved from Nouf*:
yallah I'm here.


I'm so nervous... I hope she likes this...

I love her.
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Ali

Hehehe, I smiled to myself.... kilish matwa8a3t ina we'd end up kilina chithii.... Sa3ad oo Rawan; Ana oo Nouf; oo Fahad oo Shoug.

Lail7een ma a9adig ina Nouf, the beautiful lady sitting right next to me in my Aston Martin, nagatnii... oo mitakid ina kil 7ayati a7is ine ma astahilha.

"7adi mistansa 7ag Fahad." Galatli oo i7na na6reen bara bait Shoug.

6ala3tha, ma gidart asheel i3yoona 3anha..... she's beautiful... oo galbha 6ayib... oo she's so selfless... I am in love with her.

Chafatni with her beautiful brown eyes oo 7marat, "Ali! hehe.... bas la6ali3een chithii."

I placed my fingers on her chin and brought her face closer and closer, "intay il7een 7alali.... latgooleenlii may9eer a6ali3 hal jamal kithir ma abi."

7marat mara thanya oo hal mara akthar.. ityanin.

*beep beep*
*txt msg min Fahad*
Yallah jahzeen? Dishaw

"Jahza?" Si2alt Nouf

"Eee... Yallah."
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Shoug

Something fishy is going on....

Fahad, Ali, Nouf, oo Rawan shkither yitsaserooon.... madri laish, maybe b/c i'm new in their group aw shay bas matwa8a3.... ya3ni kilihum 7ababeen they're all so adorable in their own way...

oo things between me and Fahad are going great... ya3ni 9ij 9ij mirta7a ma3a 3ogob ma 3arafnii 3ala il jama3a oo ga3adt ma3ahum oo chift ina 9ij yi7bni kither ma a7iba....


bas madri laish this past week 3indihum shay 9ayer... oo kil ma as2al yisawoon ru7hum baree2een.....

*ding dong* jaras il bait.... as usual, i'm not expecting anyone.... yimkin Fhaid nafs a5er mara I think to myself and laugh as I open the door.

But all I see is a big arrow on the ground and another one after it. The third one says "follow me" and so I lock the door behind me and follow it like an idiot.

Il shari3 9a5a... maku a7ad 6ali3 hal wagt which was kind of freaky bas exciting.... i followed the arrows oo they led to Ali's Aston Martin that girls go crazy over bas there was noone behind the wheels.

So I called Nouf. It rang but she didn't answer.

So I called Ali which I rarely do, "Hallah Shoug." He greeted me.

"3ali, sayartik jidam baitna.."

He laughed and ended the conversation which left me in total confusion.

I heard the laugh again and made sure that the converation ended, which it did.

"hehe, ana ihnii..." He came from behind me, his keys in his hands, "yallah ta3alay....!"

"laiiish? wain ray7een? oo tara iti9alt 3ala Nouf ma jawibat..."

"Eee... it's a surprise" he winked. He has the same handsome features as Fahad. He's really goodlooking.

At that moment my phone rang, it was Nouf, "Halah Nouf, what's going on?"

"Hehehehehehe..." she giggled chinha yahil, "it's a surprise... go with ali.....! trust me, don't worry he's not going to kill u or anything...." she babbled on, "i know it seems scary ina quiet street oo 3ali yaylich min out of nowhere, but its ok... trust me..."

Phew, "ok yallah kanii ray7a" I replied oo got into the car with Ali.

He turned the radio off, so we can talk I guess.

"wain ray7een?"

"nishrab gahwa.."

"heheh! kil hatha 3ashan nishrab gahwa?"

he smiled at that, a knowing smile and looked at me, "itchoofeen"

I looked at him the whole way and he noticed, "you're making me nervous." galii which made me laugh.

"bas kint afakir..."

"3an shino?"

"inta oo nouf."

He smiled when I said her name.

"5ala9 3araft." I said and smiled to myself. I love the look people get when you mention the name of someone the love unconditionally and completely.

He looked at me confused but kept on driving and we just talked about random things until we got to Caribou Cafe.

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Nouf

Umbay ana oo Rawan are so giddy! we can't stop laughing and giggling oo F byi'6ba7na because of that.

"BAS!!!! we have to finish! they'll be back soon!!" zafna.

"Min wain yibt il mufta7?" si2lita Rawan.

"Chift wain 7a6ita..."

"Shda3wa matgoolina.." I huffed sarcastically.

"A5af itboogoonha... it's only for family." He said proudly.

"la tistanis oo it3eesh il door min il7een she still didn't say yes." Rawan commented which made me and her laugh again.

"Chub." F murmured.

"Oh... ya nas... shh!!! come here!!! to this spot!!" Rawan exclaimed excitedly so we went over to see what's going on.

"Shino Rawan?" F asked impatiently.

"Look around F & N.... WE'RE DONE."

We all stayed silent and took it all in.

It looked STUNNING.... so romantic and so perfect...

5osh fikra ina we steal the key oo injahiz il mukan 3ala ma 3ali yidoor feeha, I thought.

"You're so romantic Fahad, this was a great idea!!" I said as I hugged him.

He was smiling. He was in love and happy. He was smiling. We smiled because of how happy he looked.

"Thank you." He said, "Yallah, go go go!" He exclaimed as his phone rang...

"AND QUE!" I screamed oo ana oo R 6al3een.

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Shoug

I entered the house with Ali fussing next to me... I seriously don't get what's going on... they're acting as if they planned a surprise birthday party bas my birthday isn't for a few months.

"Okay yallah ana rayi7.... have fun..." Sa3ad said oo ohwa mishta6.

"Okaaayyy.." I was so confused, "thanks?"

"Anytime." He winked and rushed to his car.

I opened the door and as I walked inside I bumped into something, actually a lot of somethings... heart shaped pink and red ballons were put all over.... and as I passed those I noticed the ground was lit up as a heart.

Candles were placed around the floor in the shape of a huge art.

In the middle of it he stood with a box in his hand.

Tears started forming in my eyes as I got closer to him.

When I got to the center of the heart and stood next to him, he knelt on one knee which made the tears come out more and more.

"Shouga, hatha 9ij chicken nugget style bas amoot 3alaich oo kint baraweech ishkithir..... Shoug , I LOVE you. Intay 7ayatii il7een.... Will you marry me?"

I trembled and fell to the floor, tears gushing out of my eyes.

All I could say were these six words:

"Yes, Fahad, I love you too."







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Comment! :)

love you all,

--Hi, My Name Is...

Making History... KUWAIT! ;)

This is so exciting! 

9ij 9ij ya3ni this is history in the making! 

Do  you know what I'm talking about?

The women in parliament?

I'm watching them voting and organizing right now, it's SO exciting... 

Masooma Imbarak ya7lailha 7ail midmaja... It made me smile how mishta6a she was when they wanted to see who wanted to run for vice-president.

I LOVE how some of the men are supporting the women.

GO KUWAIT!

Did anyone else see the 8asim & what are your thoughts?

Prison Break Update

I just finished episode 22...

I cried so so much.

It was the most depressing and tragic yet most beautiful ending ever...

I'm going to watch episode 23 tomorrow... is that the final episode?

Prison Break

I'm continuing Prison Break, the final season.

I stopped before at like episode 14 and these past two days I'm watching an episode after another.

The series is just heart-breaking.... I still can't believe what happened with Bellick, poor guy. I keep trying to analyze his death scene but I don't come to any conclusion!

However, T-Bag made me laugh so much in episode 18 where he was trying to stall as the others got into the embassy... I don't want to say too much and spoil Prison Break for those who haven't seen it but I'm just going to say, I thought he was going to pull a gun when he locked himself to the gate. That was truly shocking and it made me laugh... it was unbelievable.. and then it was even funnier when he talks about elephants and in the end the indian guy tells him, "Sir, I don't believe that is a true fact sir." That was CLASSIC, it was so funny!

But I really really hate the mother... and I cried so much in episode 19...

Am I rambling off or does anyone out there understand what I'm saying?


Anyways... who else out there is a PRISON BREAK LOVER?

part 42

RAWAN

Oooof oooof oooof ooof!! A7IBA A7IBA A7IBA!!!!!
AMOOOT 3ALAI!!!!

Right now I'm sitting with him at his chalet that overlooks the beach... oo just imagine, imagine what he did......

jahazli picnic!

It was the sweetest thing ever!

7a6lina umbrella on the sand oo a blanket oo MIN 9IJA yayeb sala feeha akil, hehe!

"Sawaita kila ibroo7ik?!" Sa2alta.

"Wallah tabeen il 9ara7a?"

"Hehe, eee!!!"

"Ana 7a6ait il akil bil sala bas wallah omi allah yi3afeeha 6ib5atlina."

"Allaaaah!! YA7LAILHA!!!" I squeeled. I looked around on the beach, ma kan ako a7ad yet so I jumped on him and wrapped my arms around him, laughing hard.

"Hahahhaaaii! Shakilha 5a6eebti yanat!" He replied oo shayilni.. bida yamshii feenii laman il mai..


"HEYYY!! Laaaa2!!" 9ara5t oo ana a'67ak oo ma agdar atnafas.... "Heyyyy!" Bas ya3ni akeed, I was loving it oo kilish ma3indi mani3 inee a6ee7 bil mai.... AMOOT 3ala il siba7a... oo Sa3ad yi3arif inee I do.


"La la, lazim takleen awal.. ma sawait kil hatha 3ala wala shay." He calmed down oo shalne ib his arms... oo nizalna 3ind il blanket oo ga3adna nakil...


9ij ga3deen ib chalet bil kuwait.. oo kila ramil ile moo moree7 ... oo fee wayid lady bugs ...bas min 9ijee, it was SO ROMANTIC!! Wayyyyy iyanin...


3ogob ma 5ala9na, oo tara akil Khalti Sara 3ajeeeeb-ya36eeha alf 3afya, ga3adna oo solafna oo '6a7akna... I was so comfortable... Il 7amdila ya rab ina 7a9alt wa7id galba 6ayib oo 9ij 9ij ya3ni the PERFECT FIT 7age...

faj2a gam oo shalniii

oo hal mara rika'6 lai il may oo ga6nii da5il wana MAYTA min il '6i7ik...

la3abna bil may oo siba7na oo kilshay.....

oo il fikra ilee itmor ib rasii 6ool hal wagt: A7IBAAA!!!

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After showering oo spending time together inside the chalet, libsana oo we went to the ba8ala....

His hand laced into mine oo his fingers outlined my hand slowly.. it was like a secret thing between the two of us.. 5alani a7is ib goosebumps oo il ibtisima itshig wayhi..

da5alna il ba8ala oo garab 3alai 3ashan manbayin ashkara... ya3ni 9ij ra7 nitzawaj bas i7na bil q8... u know how people are.

kint baroo7 9oob il ice-cream wella achoof a REALLY familiar figure... there's no way on earth I wouldn't know who it is.


Oh shoot...


this is going to be awkward...


Should we leave?

I turned to face Sa3ad but I'm absolutely sure he noticed since he tensed up a bit.

I put my arm on his hand, about to convince him that we should leave the ba8ala.


When he turned around.

Too late, he saw us!


Oh God, he looks as great as ever.

He has a healthy tan, and I could see that he was working out as his arms and legs were more muscular, and that he just shaved... wow, he looks great.

I have to admit, my heart sped up a bit at the sight of him.


He saw us and smiled his sexy smile as he approached us.



"Hallah Sa3ad, Hallah Rawan." Abdulla, my ex-fiance greeted us.

Johnny Rockets and Realizations.

6afkum ilyoum ib Johnny... I had a "Big Apple" aw shay chithii o bigt cham gi63at apple pie from my sister oo kalait half a brownie sundae.....

'3air hatha route 66 and fries.....

umbay banfijir....


Oooo la7a'6t shay...

my posts are EXTREMELY SHORT!!!

7amdilla wi shikir!

I was looking at the old parts and thinking "what an idiot!" hahah... shal posts..

I know, I know, I still write the same amounts... bas shasawii ya3ni?


BTW, I was proud of the last post.... it was long compared to the others.. wasn't it? :)


dedicated to sylar lover...

;**

Hi, My Name Is...

Shout Out

Hey everyone just wanted to post a shout out to this really cool new blog that surfaced the Kuwait love stories blogosphere.....

It's written by a person called Pimple and it's sooo good, not blog good, but book good....

I recommend you all to read it...


www.willtherebelove.blogspot.com


Go take a look and tell me what you think. :)


Thanks for reading.

Love you. ;**

Hi, My Name Is...

part 41B

Shoug

8arart a7i6 il movie The Ring...... min a7la il aflam ib rayii....... libast my comfiest pjs oo na'6aratii (3ashan yabeeli ra7a min contacts) oo na3alii ilee amoot 3alai (it's white oo the softest fluffy na3al ever!) oo bas.... ga3adt ib ra7ti... kilman kan 6ali3 oo i wasn't expecting anyone fa 8arart asawii a "lazy day" ....
;)

ri7t il ma6ba5 oo zahabtlii icecream (vanilla min baskin robbins) ooo popcorn... 5athatlii diet coke oo chips..

7ada bala3a bas whatever... mithil ma gilt, it's my lazy day.

i took all the food with me to the tv room oo 3adalt 8anaftiii oo 7a6ait il akil jidamiii....

7ada buffet junk food. ;P

Da5alt il movie oo 3ala ma il da3ayat yabdoon fakart ib Fahad.....


I really love him..... I truly do..... Ya3ni I'm in love with him, for heaven's sake!

Bas he doesn't love me.... a7isa he may love me bas nafs il wagt yi7ib Nouf...

Hal ibnaya ma tadriii ishsawat fee... ma tadree shloon 5alita 9a3ab yi7ib a7ad thani....

I just want to meet her to see what she's like, because Fahad used to (still is?) love her I'm sure she's one of the best girls on the planet...

I really want to meet her, but I feel as though she's going to be very intimidating....

I'm afraid she'll turn out to be someone I just can't compete with for Fahad's love....

oo a5af i'll get hurt b/c i fell hard in love with him...

I want to be the one that he wants bas nafs il wagt I can't be the one that heals him... I just can't heal his broken heart min Nouf, I can't, ---- Mabii akoon that girl.... il "rebound" girl he uses to get over the girl he's in love with..

I know Fahad isn't that type of guy, but still, he really loved her.

Oo it really hurt me shino sawa feenii... ya3ni lail7een I think about it...

Adrii, adrii ina he apoligized to me A THOUSAND TIMES and I KNOW he was hurt at the time but still.


The time he kissed me IN PUBLIC never the less was really scary.

I'm an innocent girl... oo bint 3ayla oo kilshay.... Fahad il wa7eed ilee I started "Dating"...


Bas bil bidaya I knew he was still in love with Nouf

oo I also knew inee I'm falling for him.... I just couldn't help it... fa I hung on...

Bas mara kina ib ma63am ib merridian.. ri7na ihnak 3ashan 7ada 9a5a oo ma7ad ra7 ichoofna.... oo faj2a Fahad starts kissing my neck.... KISSING MY FREAKING NECK!!!


I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL....

Oooo he admitted ba3dain inee he's really sorry oo he just did it b/c he saw Nouf's best friend walk by (Isimha Rawan china)

I got so freaking mad, I told him quietly to take me home, NOW.

Ooo 9ara5t 3alai laman gilt bas bil sayara.

"I'm not a slut that makes out in public! Oooo I don't want to be Nouf's freaking sloppy seconds!!" 6ala3t kill ilee feeni..

oo Fahad realized how I was falling for him, his eyes became huge... he looked at me with shock... oo apologized a thousand times.

The next day, he filled my car up with my favorite flowers and a huge "I'm sorry." card on the seat....

He treated me better from then on.



OOhhhhh... the movie's starting, titles are rolling.. 7a6ait il popcorn 3ala my lap and started munching...

Fahad 3indiha il7een i thought... he told me biroo7 3indiha 7ag il 5i6ba... his cousin wanted him to...plus he had to b/c he was still Nouf's best friend...

of course ya3ni I was a bit jealous... bas shasawii.... inshallah he behaves...i really hope he's over her.


anyways indimajt bil film..


umbay 9ij yi5ari3 il part wain ti6la3 min il tv!!!

*BEEP* (msg)

umbay 5ara3nii

6ala3t mobileee wella msg min F: "What are you up to, Shougii?"

"ana brooo7i, kilman 6ali3.... a6ali3 film yi5ari3.....!"

radait 3ala and got back to my movie....

ma achoof walla 3ogob moda yirin il jaris....

hmmmm... who could it be?

As I said, I'm in my PJS! not expecting anyone....

Afta7 il bab wella ib kil thi8a .......



FAHAD?!?!!!!?

SHISAWEE IHNI?!!

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"Hi Shoug." He greeted me oo yi6ali3nii min foug la ta7at... shakla moo bas binfijir (he was seriously going to laugh) ..... umbay 7adii ista7ait!!

"Am I interuppting something?" Si2alnii....

"haha, chub! Shitsawee ihneee?"

"yatlich... i really miss you...." he came closer for a hug.

He's such a hug-abble person!! He squeezes so hard, his hug is like a huge bear hug... I love it!

"Miss you too...Shloon kan ilyoum?"

"Zain, they look really good together.... I'm so happy for them."

I eyed him... " You are?"

3a6anii il wurood he brought... wallah 9ar 3indii colleciton min his flowers hehhehe.....

He sighed..."Shoug ma a7ib al3ab feech.... I swear I'm all yours now.... cham mara lazim I convince you?"

"Fahad, inta matchoof shino ana achoof oo shino chift!"

"Please, mali 5ulg I argue now.... I just want to be with you."

"I don't want to argue either."

Kina lail7een wagfeen 3al baab. He peeked inside.

"Mita radeen ahlich oo il bajee?"

"Bacher... ra7aw il chalet." 6ala3t wayha oo his expression oo i3yoona to see his mood today.... he seemed to be saying the truth, he came for me.

"7ayak allah, itdish?" Sa2alta (This is the second time he comes in.... let me remind you, I'm not that type of girl. ;) )

"Eeee.... widee achoof il scary movie ma3ach... 3ashan laman it5afeen, u'll jump on me."

"Ha-ha ti7lam! Bikoon il 3aks" I winked, "Go to the TV room, I'll go change."

"La, laaa 5aleech... mabi a5arib 3alaich... shaklich 9ij mirta7a."

"Thank you, this was going to be my "lazy day""

"Hahah, 7ilwa hathii.."

"Roo7 choof il akel ba3dain ti'67ak..."

Ooo on and on we went....

we saw the movie... i just stayed in his arms... it felt SO right.

but i still felt it wasn't enough, i always have this feeling that he wants Nouf.... it doesn't go away.

"Shoug?"

"Mhhmm?" 7adi I zoned out...

"Wallah a7ibich intay.... "

"9ij?"

"Ee, please don't worry about Nouf... I fell for you.... oo not in the rebound type of girl way.... I really love you."

"Thank you." I whispered.

part 41-A

Heey I'm on my way to the gym with my friends....
When I get back I'll post part b inshallah
Thank u all for reading ;*
Love uuu

Still in love? I think so ; )
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We all want this.





Fahad

wana bil sayara sa2altha shitsawii...

wi9alii minha msg: "ana brooo7i, kilman 6ali3.... a6ali3 film yi5ari3.....!"

gam at5ayal shakilha 5ayfa weemjabla hal film .... hahahah, miskeena!

tara mayloog 3alaiha ina it7eeb aflam it5ari3....

a9lan it5aaaf 3ogob matchoofhum.... bas lail7een madri laish, itmooooot 3alaihum!

wi9alt baitha... oo shilt il '3itra wa 3igal oo nizalt min il sayara...

weediii afaji2ha....

nazalt il wurood il bee'6 ma3ay... (her favorite) oo 6agait il jaras



fit7at il bab oo shakilha FILM!

sha3arha rab6ita wara oo 5i9al 6ay7a oo labsa her "geek" glasses..... oo '3air hatha labsa it3arfoon il soft ni3al ileee laaazim il banat yikoon 3induhimiya? ee? hathaa!

yatlee il '6a7ka... ya3ni i was about to laugh..... mit3awid 3ala Nouf tilbis chithii bas moo ihya.....awal mara achoofha chithi...


"Faha--aaa--ad? shitsawii ihnii?" shakilha 5afat minee akthar min il movie! hatha thanii mara azoorha ib baitha.... kila we meet outside..... bas kint lazim achoofha!

Radait 3alaiha wana a5izha min foug laman ta7at, "Hi Shoug."

Is It Time To End This Story?

Hey readers, it's up to you, should I continue or do you think this is the end?

If I end it, I'll start another story.

However, if you want me to continue it, I'll try to keep making the story nicer.


It's in your hands.

What's your choice?




love you all and thank you all for reading

;****,
Hi, My Name Is...




And welcome back My Little Secret! Looking forward to new posts, soon. (na8za hehe) ;*

part 40-B

btw part 40-A was before this.. just for who haven't read it. ;)
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RAWAN

Bidoon la afakir, ibtisamt....I was completly dazed and mesmerized!

jadamlii akthar.....

this is it...!!!

I shut my eyes oo 7asait the touch of his lips.... oo my mind 3alag! I forgot everything else!!

it was the most earth shattering mind blowing kiss ever.... ya rab.... shino hatha il first kiss!!

Oo I wasn't doing anything wrong.. 9a7? Ya3nii I was practically married to him... engaged, okay, bas ya3ni... you catch my drift....

I smiled and opened my eyes, oo his lips were smiling too.....

"Mmm..."

He laughed... oh God, kan 7ada igriib oo 9oot '6a7kita min igreeb 5alanii widee a8fiz 3alai! hehehe

"Ityanineen." Galii oo ohwa yiwa5ir sha3ra min wayhi ma3a his finger.

"Mmm..." Ya3nii 9ij I couldn't respond!! 9a6alt...!

"Hehehhehe..." He came closer and kissed me again which was even better than the first kiss... no I'm just kidding, nothing will top that one...

Faj2a I started blushing, 7aiiil...

this is too much for me... "Okay Sa3ad, kafii... that's all you're getting." I teased him, bista 3ala 5ada mara thanya oo I stepped back trying to recollect myself....

What is this spell he cast has on me? I'm completly and utterly in love!!

part 40 dedicated to Starlight

This dedicated to you... ;) :D from a guy's point of view... bas don't tell me if I didn't warn you if it doesn't sound like a guy is talking..hhehehh. ;)
I loved your comment, it made me laugh.
I REALLY hope you find that guy... and as soon as you do, tell me. ;***
hehe :)
love you all....
hope you're enjoying the story so far.. :)
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Hi, My Name Is...

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SA3AD

Rawan ityaninii.... I swear itha jasatnii aw basatnii ON THE CHEEK ba3ad mara, ra7 ayin!

Bas ma agdar..... ya3nii she's perfect oo ityaniin oo she looks so beautiful right now.

"Mita ra7 nitzawaj 3ashan itboosiinii 9ij?" si2altha.... oo ana min 9ijii..

jarabt a3arif shino yimer feeha min i3yoonha ma agdar!!!... '6i7kat oo i5dooda 9araw 7umar.... wideeee a5ethum!! Bas 5ala9! umbay ma agdar asta7mil!

Galat shay 3an il mood bas ma atthakar shino.... ya rab.... shino hal jamal.... ma gidart asheel i3yoonii minha

ma a9adig inee batzwajha.... mita ya rab mita?

Si2latnii 3an il akil oo chinii ga6ait nikta 3ashan '6i7akat.... bas mithil ma gilt ma athakir....

Rawan it5aleeniii ansa nafsee oo shino 7awalaaineee...

Wayiha garab 3alai.... o 7asait bara6imha 3ala 5ade.... mara thanya.....


la2 la2 Rawan....... shitsaweeen.....

bas 5ala9, i'm going in!!

gi'6abt eedha 7ayl oo talatha 3indii..... wayiha ta7t wayhiii ....

insi7art ib i3yoonhaa....


"Rawan"

"Mmmm..." Radat oo imbayin inha mo mistaw3eeba oo a3arif il i7saas.... 3ala goolat-ha mara galatliii shigooloon il banat? mesmirisesised? shay chithii bas hatha ilee a7isa....

mesmirisesised.....


garabt wayhii 3ala wayiha ......... oo ana mayit min il 5oof.... mabii a'3a9ibha... tawnii ala7i'6...

bas chiftha tibtisim.... hal ibtisama ilee it5aleeeni ayiiin akthar oo 3araft inha tabee....

nazalt rasiii akthar


and i went for it.

part 39

NOUF

The doorbell rang...

My dad opened it....

My mom, Rawan, and I waited patiently in the living ro

om...

My stomach fluttering, my heart pounding, my nervousness increasing...

Rawan squeezed my hand....


"Il salam 3alaikum." I heard the sexiest, deepest voice ever say, soon to be my husband's.

"3alaikum il salam, tafa'6alaw." My dad replied oo I can hear from his voice that he was smiling which made me smile too.

The first face I saw was Ali and I smiled automatically.

My stomach kept on fluttering but my heart calmed down.

He smiled back, his teeth nice and white. He had a beautiful smile. He never removed his eyes from me. He looked so handsome! He was wearing a dishdasha, nice and clean and white (it made his teeth seem whiter), oo his '3itra and 3igal oo he shaved.... he looked so dreamy.... i couldn't believe he was going to be mine!

"Il salam 3alaikum." He greeted us all, but his eyes remained on me, I blushed.

"3alaikum il salam, shloonik Ali?" My mom replied oo Ali seemed very reluctant to remove his gaze but did turn to face my mother.

Umbay il jaw moo 6abi3ee... it's very formal... we're never like this around each other... but I love it... it makes everything seem so real.

Everyone sat down.

Fahad sat next to me, Rawan on the other side. After ten minutes Ali came over, his eyes showing he's up to no good.

Mad eedaa "Nouf ta3alay, 5ansoolif." He smiled...

The whole room was quiet, I cringed crazily...

"hehe, okay."

Fashlaaaaa!! Jidam all the adults 7a6ait eedii ib eeda oo i walked with him to the other side of the room.

We sat down and talked oo gradually the whole room was back to normal and talking again.

They stayed for about two hours.

When Ali walked by me to leave, I swear I heard him say "I love you."

Bas it felt like the wind, just a small thing passing by.... but ahhh amoot 3alaiii!!

Everyone left and I went to bed.

"I LOVE YOU ;****" I sent a msg to Ali.

I went to bed because I was exhausted, it was such a long day.

ANA MA56OOBA!!! I squeeled to myself and fell asleep.



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RAWAN

I left Nouf's house after I saw her asleep on the bed... Shakilha moo bas yishawig!! She was SMILING while sleeping! She looked like an angel.

My parents imsafreen fa laman rija3t il bait oo chift il bab kan maftoo7 3abali radaw as a surprise bidoon laigooloonlii....

Oo I missed them so very much... fita7t il bab oo da5alt expecting them..

I stepped into the 9alah...

wella shino?


I see CANDLES.... CANDLES!!! all over the living room ooo they smelled so good!
oo i smelled shay '3air candles.... my stomach growled....

is that food i smell?!

Shisalfaa??


7asait ib a7ad's arms around me, oo the most heart melting voice ever, "Ishtagtlich."

Sa3aaaaad!

Iltafat 3alai oo I wrapped my arms around his neck.... wana afakir min wain 6ila3tliiii ya 7ilo?

his face was glowing oo 6al3een shi3oor around his lips (he hasn't shaved in two days) that looked so sexy. I gave him a kiss on the cheek.....


"Mita ra7 nitzawaj 3ashan itboosiinii 9ij?" Si2alnii.. which made me laugh..

"Chub Sa3ad.. you're ruining the mood!! Hehheeheh..."

"Ya intay ma3a il mood."

He nudged my nose with his nose.

"Yallah ta3aly , let's eat..."

"Mmmm... latgooliii inta 6iba5ta?"

"Chef Sa3ad, at your service!" He said with a goofy grin.....

IYANIN!!

I gave him another kiss on the cheek....


Misak eedii oo yawadnii 7ayl oo lafnii so i was facing him again... his body millimeters away from mine... he looked deep into my eyes for what seemed like forever...

"Rawan?" Sasarlii...

"mmm...?"

He came closer....

Should I or shouldn't I?




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part 38

Nouf

Breathe Nouf, breathe Nouf, breathe.... I kept repeating to myself when Fahad left....

After sleeping and getting up and thinking about him and showering la7a'6t inee i'm in a really good place right now.... and so is everyone else... oo everyone is just so optimistic and happy.....

so i'm glad for Fahad....


and I CAN'T WAIT FOR ALI....

I sent him a msg: "ALI WAINIK? ABEEK TIYEE!!"

rad 3ali..... "intay a9lan labsa?.... ana lail7een moo imjahiz my dishdasha!!"

"Shino.. come ASAP!! i'm in my clothes and makeup.... i can't take it any longer!!" ba3athtla.... when in reality I was only in a robe since I just finished showering and my hair was still wet...

"Nouf... ha! itgi9een 3alai? tara ana a3arfich.. by now ur probably not even anywhere next to ur clothes.."

"true.:( but i want to see youu.."

"Mo akthar minee... i love you Nouf, oo I can't wait to see you as my bride;* "

";**************" radait 3alai....


Oo ba3dain yat Rawan oo kalmana sa3ad 3ala ma sawat sha3rii oo chithii oo she looked FABULOUS.....

......


it's finally 7:25!!! my family and I are all ready .... more than ready... come on come on...

they'll be here in 5 minutes!!!

2 msgs recieved:

from Fahad:
"We're on the way, Ali mitwatir.. lazim itchoofeena! you better be nice to him ;p"

from Ali:
*We're almost there ;***"


AHHHHHHH

part 37

Rawan

Libast oo itjahazt oo ri7t 3ind Nouf....

kanat tawha mitsab7a oo imbayin inha bachya....


kilish mo wagta Noufiiii.

"Noufff shfeech?"

"Wayid imbayin?"

6ala3tha chinee I'm thinking... bas ma kan yabeela thinking.... "Umm.... eee.."

"Ahh... bas kan Fahad.. oo it's exhausting mali 5ulg I go through what went again....."

"Bas everything's okay?"

"Ee.... eee.... I'm just so happy." Ibtasmat ibtisma shaga il wayh.. she was glowing even through her tired eyes.


"7amdillaaa!" '6i7akt... "Yallah 5al a3adlich...."

6ali3atnii faj2a oo she whisteled, "Woot woot, someone's looking hot! Lat9eekeen 3alai il laila a5af ba3ad Ali yihidni wiyroo7lich!"

Ibtisamt, "Haha, lat5afeen... ana already mash'3oola ma3a Sa3ad...." Waiii bas isma sends butterflies to his stomach, amoot 3alai!

just today when i went home he sent me a msg: "pleaaaaase gooliileee ina Nouf ra7 titzawaj...oo inha ra7 tin5i6ibb..... yallah abii achoofich.... oo nouf ba3ad... bas intay akeed akthar... yallah 3ad Rawaaaaan ma asta7mil......"

*Ringgg*

(My phone)

7abibiiiii came on the screen...

"Halla yal boring," I winked to Nouf.... she smiled and giggled.

"Ana il boring? Ba3amil ma3ach ba3dain.... 3a6eeni Nouf il7een bakalimha...."

3a6aitha il mobile oo her face became serious madri shino galaha... 3ogob muda 6weela chan tibtisim her hundred wat smile oo ba3dain a3a6tinii il mobile..

"Ya7laila!" She mouthed.

"Aloo?" Radait 3ala bil telephone.

"Haaay wain ra7at Nouf, ma 5ala9t.... oo make sure you don't put this on loudspeaker... a3arif suwalifkum tara!"

"hahha.... okay." I replied as I clicked loudspeaker.

"Nouf?" 9oo6ta came through, "are you on loudspeaker?"

"No..." Radat 3alai.... good girl :)

"Okay Nouf, ma 5ala9t..... i gave u a speech on marriage on guys oo baraktlich bas il7een abii minich shay...."

"Amer?"

"ABEECH . ITRIDEENLI. RAWAN. FAHMA?! i can't take it any longer!"

Ihnii ana oo Nouf burst out laughing and giggling.

"I KNEW i was on loudspeaker...." he whined.... "ohhh man... oh well...chiftay ishkithir a7ibich ya rawan?"


solafna ma3a as I did Nouf's hair and makeup and covered her puffy eyes.... he knows how to make anyone feel better....

I love him so FREAKING much.

part 36... Congrats Shoug! ;)

SORRY wallah sorry I didn't post for SO LONG!!! ahhh....
so many things happened bas the thing you'd most be interested in is the story....

so first of all:
Nora, heheh you got my hands back in action.... i'm typing, wallah i'm sorry

second of all:
Shoug, CONGRATS! You're the new character;)
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Ga3adna 3ala frashii oo he kept rubbing my back to calm me down...

"Are you ready? Tismee3eenlii?" He asked.

"Umm..."

"Isimha Shoug."

His girl has a name..... Shoug.... Shoug.... Shoug....

I'm trying to imagine her but nothing comes to mind.... I just want her to be bad and ugly...
but of course I remembered, this is Fahad.... he deserves the best...


"Mmm..."

"Okay?"

"Okay.... oo ba3dain...."

"Umm... choofay Nouf, I was in love with you for the longest time ever.... bas a couple of weeks after we all decided to be friends, I got to know Shoug..... oo min il bidiya she was one of the GREATEST people I've ever met...." He smiled, "Ya3nii wallah Nouf, it'6a7ik oo itwanis oo she's very carefeee..... oo down to earth...... oo 7adha ti9la7 itkoon rifeejtij..... i know i know you'll love her."


"You dated?"

"Not at first.... wella il7een.... at first kina bas insoolif 5arabee6 small talk... it3araft 3alaiha min Sa3ood.... ihya i5ta... oo itmoot 3ala il kora mithli.... oo ga3adna suwalif..... oo il marat ilee 3ogba kint achoofha wayid amakin ma3a u5ooha..... ba3dain shway shway, bidait a7ibha... ooo..." sikat...

"Continue..."

"Ya3ni I got over you, somehow....." Nazal rasa embarrased.

"Oo il7een intaw shino..?"

"Il7een abii a56ibha?"

"NA3AM!!!?"

"Intay il wa7eeda ilee it3arfeen...."

I was shocked, I mean he knew her for two years.... but stilll.......

"Abeech tit3arifain 3alaiha.... 3ala shaaniiii?"

"Umm... okay?"

"Okay?"

"Okay." I replied with hesitation.

He smiled.

"Kint itwa9ilha tawa?"

"Ee." Rad 3alai 9oot wa6i....

"Mmm.."

"Nouf, you have to let me go....why can't you just be happy for me?!"

I felt really bad, he is right! I can't be jealous and overprotective of him nowww..... bas I can't just let him go....

"I want to be happy for you.... I AM happy for you..... inta 3adii 3indik il 5i6ba ilyoum... abeek itkoon ihnii..."

"EE akeeed... cham noufa ana 3indii? Mithlich ya3ni?" He stuck out his tongue...

"I'm sorry inee 9ayra wayid selfish....."

"mm..."

"ya3nii i need you fahad.. madrii..."

"Nouf, 5ala9 may9eer til3ibeen feenii ana oo ali.... oo ali wayid wayid wayid yi7ibich! oo i can't handle hal drama ba3ad!"

"I know, i know. tara lat chik feeni.... ana 7adii jahza atzawaj 3ali..."

"Adree... wayid imbayin 3alaich Noufa.. oo ana agool 7ag ali inee ayee ma3a." He winked.

"Thank you....for everything.... oo ma tadree how sorry I am for everything." Ya3nii I really was.... oo i finally felt at peace oo ready for ali.....

"Yallah ana batrik.... bachoof 7alat ali.... tamreen ib shay?"

"la mashkoor.... Fahad, thank you... oo i love you..."

"you too 7ayatii... oo i'm happy for you, really... mabrook." He kissed my forehead and left.


Bye Fahad.

part 35 dedicated to SlouchyPants ;* my new first hehe

NOUF

Five minutes later..

I paced around the room, waiting.

I was so nervous.... what was I going to say?




10 minutes later....


where is he?




18 minutes later....
ati9il 3alai?



19 minutes later...

*Dialing F's #*



"Aloo?"

"Fahad, wainiiik? Your house isn't that far, humph."

"Kani I'm on my way..."

"Min wain yay? Su3udiya?!"

"La2 nouf." He sighed, "Kint awa9il a7ad."

a7ad....= his girl again?

"Please be here soon!"

I heard the door downstairs shut and steps coming up, Fahad still didn't reply... I checked my phone, the conversation was still open.

"Fahad... aloooo?"

"Kani I'm here." He opened the door of my room, smiling, the phone against his ear.


I looked at him, sighing, my heart melting... I still do love him, I really do.. he's Fahad. I smiled, I can't help it, he's Fahad.


"Sima3t ina 3ali biyee ilyoum, mabrook." He smiled politley.

and that's when I snapped.

"Fahad you have NO right to be like that!!!"

"Be like what?!"

"Polite and awkward oo chithi!!! You know what I mean....!!! AFTER ALL YOU ALREADY FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!!"

"Na3am?"

"Nothing."

"La2, Nouf, shino.... allah yi3afeech kamlay..."

I stayed silent.

He sighed.

"Nouf, I'm sorry." He replied, "I've been wanting to tell you forever."

"Forever?"

"You're getting married ya3ni shino bihim? You chose 3ali!! You thought I'm going to wait for you laman I knew you already made up your mind TWO YEARS AGO?"

I felt a tear drop to my face.

"That's not true.... " My voice cracked, "I didn't choose for sure two years ago..." I replied..


But deep down,
I knew he was right....

I was sure right after my mom told me that Ali was a better fit, that I wanted him.


Fahad garab and wiped a tear from my face.

He's my best friend, how can he hurt me like that?!

I'm his best friend, how CAN I!? hurt HIM like that?


I went back to that day with my conversation with my mom and remembered all the events after that....


Oh My God.

Shoot.

What did I do?




"Oh my God!!! Fahad, I'm so sorry!!"

"It's okay..."

"Nouf, you were in love, you still are.... you're not responsible for your actions.. bas what you did bayan ina 5ala9, you belong with Ali!!"






I remembered the times Fahad called me oo I was always, always with Ali.... Fahad was still coming over daily but Ali was almost always there...






I remembered I promised him....


I sat down with him and PROMISED him that I'll be there with him on his sister's birthday and the day she died yearly after I found out about where he goes to see her.


Although I did stay with him on her birthday, I completly forgot before and made plans with Ali that took place in the morning.... He surprised me with letting me drive his car that day....

I remembered at FOUR PM that it's F's sister's birthday, our role model's birthday!!! and I rushed to him.

And the same went on with his sister's wifat day.....


Oh My God!!!!!!



I PROMISED!!!!


and these things were tiny compared to all the rest I did to Fahad.


Tears started rushing down my face, "I'm so sorry Fahad, I really am!" I cried so hard and felt his arms wrap around me....

"Nouf, calm down..... It's okay.... it wasn't really, ya3ni I did needed you but I understand.... I fell in love too, 5al agoolich 3anha... I know you'll like her."

7aflat Rashid Il Majid

Il laila il 7aflaaaaaa!!! wa a5eeran!!!

7addiii 7adii mistansa bas lail7een ma 6ila3t!!! ;/

As soon as I post this, ba6la3....

Bas b'3ait agoolookum 3ashan I'm soo looking forward to it...


Oo ba3ad kint bagoolookum ineee 7adii istnast ib the other two 7aflat...


Bas 5ala9 gam akarir nafsiiiii


il7eeen i have to go....


minooo fikum rayiii7??


maybe i'll see you there! hehehe



LOVE YOU ALL MY READERS :****

--Hi My Name Is...

part 34 dedicated to Pa7NaSS

Nouf

I was frozen in my place, I was scared, I wasn't ready....

oo all of a sudden Fahad popped into my head.

Fahad, my best friend!!! The person I've been through everything with!!!

Why isn't he letting me in his life now?

Ooo I realized, I needed him right now... he's the only one that would calm me down...

I wiped the tears off my face and dialed his number....I honestly didn't think he would answer but thankfully he did

"Hala Fahad, shloonik?"

Rawan re-entered the room, she looked kind of nervous... did she think I'm backing off Ali?

No way am I going to do that... I finally got him, no way am I leaving him! I smiled to her as if to reassure her I'm not doing anything wrong.

"Sh3indik il7een?"

"Mmmm?" He seemed occupied.. as if he wasn't paying attention...

"Fahaaaaaaadd! Shitsawii! HEhehhehehehhe!" I heard a girl screeching in the background.

His girl?

My heart fell to my stomach.

"Um Fahad?"

"Ana ihni Nouf.. heheeh" He was laughing... with me or her?

"I need to see you... can you come soon?"

"How soon? I'm kinda busy right now."

"Fahad, please."

"I'll be there in half an hour."

I clicked end call.... I felt like my best friend was miles away... I felt as though we lost our connection.... but nothing changed, we were as close as ever... or so I thought....


I'm not jealous of the girl... maybe I am a bit since for a while I was madly in love with F.

But Ali is the man for me. Everytime I remember him, I smile.

But I'm just sad that he didn't tell me about his "girl"....


I needed a one on one talk with him.



La7a'6t Rawan was in the room, she approached me, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, yeah... bas I need to see Fahad, this day is so important."

"I know," she smiled, "oo btw!! A's parents called your today morning sooooooo you're all good to go! Your mother jahizat everything.... Il7een as soon as your done with Fahad, lazim titsabi7ain oo titjahizain, fahma?"

Ya7laillhaa!! Organizing my time!! :)

Bidait afakir if she was this way youm it8adamlaha Sa3ad... kint ma3aha bas it didn't happen overnight as mine was going to bas I do remember her telling me she was scared but she was really ready.


Ooo Sa3ad mooo bas the best guy on the planet, he's the best guy for her!

Oo that's the way I feel about Ali.

"Inshallah." I replied.

"Yallah ana baroo7 il bait atjahaz oo bayeelich ba3ad sa3tain oo shay, okay?"

"Okay, mashkoora wayiiiiidd!!! I love youuuuu!!!" I really, truly do.... she's my other half other than F of course.

"I love you toooo oo 7adii mistansa 3alaichhh!!!" She replied and hugged me tightly. "Au Revoir!"

part 33: dedicated to Finicky hehehe

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Nouf

Gimt bil '6ihur the next day oo my mind was blank,


until I remembered.


Ali, ilyouuum, biyeee.... yi56ibniiii....

A smile invaded my face, I was so excited!!! Ahhhhh!!


Bas wana bil 7amam afarish asnani la7a'6t inee nisait shay....


WHAT WAS I GOING TO WEAR?!


shino kint basawii ib mikyajiii?!

ib sha3riiiii?!

la2 la2 la2! I don't have time!!


WHY DID I TELL HIM TO COME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE?!?!!!



I dropped my toothbrush, quickly rinsed my mouth oo ran out to Rawan.

"Rawan, wake up, wake up!!! Emergency!"


"Ha? haa..?" She replied sleepily, "ish9aar?"

"RAWAN I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!!!"

This caught her attention... she's been through this, she knows what it's like she knows what to do... She got up immediatly oo asked, "What time is it?"

"2:35" I replied.

"What time are they coming?"

"Oh my God, Rawan madriii!! 7atan ma gilt 7ag my parents ina biyoon ilyoum!!!" I gasped.

"Calm down, calm down. Let's tell your mother now."

I felt a tear drop on my face, I've made a mistake. I should've taken my time, I should've given my parents time---3ala il a8al i should've given my dad time, he just found out yesterday.

Rawan looked at me, her lips moved but I wasn't hearing, she then left the room.

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Rawan

Umbay she was freaking out, she shouldn't be crying on the day the person she loves bit8adamlaha!!!

I told her to calm down oo that I'm going to talk to her parents now, bas it was like I was talking to an empty page, she didn't reply, I told her I'll be right back just incase she's listening.

Oo I walked down the stairs to the dining room, mmmmm, il akal smells good!
6albeen Maki ilyoum, yyyyyummm....

"9aba7 il 5air." I greeted her parents.

They were smiling oo their faces were glowing.

"5ala9 il 9ub7 7abibtii." Her mother replied while laughing and started to speak, so I thought it best for me to shut up and act as if I was listening while I was trying to figure out ib mu5ii shinsawii... until i heard, "...Ali oo ahla..."

"Na3am 5alti?!"

She smiled proudly, "Ilyoum yaaai Ali yit8adam 3ala Noufatna!"

IL 7AMDILLA YA RAB!!!!!! THANK GOD THANK GOD!!!

I ran over and hugged the mother, "Ashwa 3ayal!! 3ashan Nouf is freaking out.... ams kalimta oo galaha ina he's coming today bas she thought it was too soooon oo madrii ish9ar feeha.. shock aw shay, ityamidat!"

"Mita midaha iti9il 3ala 3ali?" N's father asked which made me giggle nervously.

"Gawamna min il noum." I replied oo ana miftashla....

"Ahhh 9ij 9ij mu9a7yeeen... shal zawaaj hatha bikoon... ya3nii killish 3aks il naas! Ana bas ba3arif il nas shigooloon 3ana?!" He laughed.

My heart was set at ease, they were so happy.... Good news good news, il7amdilla.

So I discussed our dilemna about the clothes and makeup oo 5altii said she already got everything ready since buAli called N's dad in the morning oo she knew ana oo Nouf won't wake up till late in the afternoon after the excitment yesterday so she perpared everything..

Aren't they the greatest parents or what?!


I ran up to the room to tell Nouf bas as I was approaching I heard her talking saying, "Hiiii Fahad, how are you todayy?"

Oh nooooo, she's going to find about the girrrll!!!

part 32

Rawan

I looked at the expression on her face, it kept on changing as though she was struggling on the inside, ma tadri shitfakir....

"Um, dating?"

"Ee.."

"Since when?"

"I don't know..." I whispered, well, I did but she doesn't have to know....

"Okay, this is perfect, I guess!" She smiled 3ogob muda.

Phew!

"Bas I wanna know more!" Uh-oh.....

"I think you should probably call Fahad." After all, ana chakaytay making out with the girl, it's not like he told me! Well, okay I have to be fair, not making out in public, but he was kissing her neck... ya3nii, really close to making out....

But they did look really cute together!

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Nouf

"I wanna know more!" Radait 3alaiha.... how come ma galii shay? Akeed it's something new, right?

"You should probably call Fahad."

"Yeah, you're right..." Mino ihya? I started to wonder.



It finally hit me...



OH MY GOD, what if I choose Fahad?



I thought of my feelings towards Ali and just the thought of him not feeling the same way would crush me into one thousand pieces...

umbay if I choose Fahad, and felt this kind of love toward him that's exactly what would've happend, right?

A lump started to form in my throat as I remembered how close I was to choosing Fahad.


I dailed F's number oo Rawan started recording a video again.

He took a longer time than Ali to answer but he sounded more awake, "Nouf, are you guys okay?!?!"

"Good morning sunshine!" I greeted him to make him know we're okay.

"Sunshine? You know it's four thirty in the morning! Are you on something? 5ara3teenii!"

"We're all good....actually we're great..." I replied while trying to swallow the lump, I guess he'll be fine now so I'll just say it, "Fahad, fakart fee muda 6weela, over the years oo il7een I made my decision."


"Ah." He stopped me, "Tabeen Ali?"

"Ee."

"Bil baraka Noufa, I love you and I'm happy for you." He replied but he didn't sound happy.

At that moment, I got another call on my phone, 5a6iibii-inshallah!- Ali.

"Fahad, digeega, Ali's calling..." I said as I left him to his thoughts and answered.



"Mita tabeena inyeelich 7ayatii 3ogob bacher?"

"NA3AM?! 5alaaaa9?!" I grinned as I screamed into the phone.

"Hahahaaha, laish tabeen nabdii mara thanyaaaaa?"

My eyes popped open, "LA2!!!!" I screamed into the phone, "Abeek il7een, ma3ay, ihniiii!!!"

"I'll see what I can do."


Oo at that moment, I forgot Rawan was with me in the room, that my parents were downstairs, that Fahad had someone else, the fact that he didn't tell me about her and about everything else....


The only thing that occupied my mind is ALI

ALI


ALI


.......



biyeeliii......


bit8adimliii....



finally!!!


My phone beeped, "bacher intay 7alali." min Ali


Mita bi9eer bacher ya rab?!

part 31 B

Nouf

My heart skipped a beat, my lips turned into a smile, my face glowed, my body warmed, my thoughts ran a mile a minute, all because of those three words. :)

I was so excited until I heard Rawan say, "Um, Nouf, tara it's four in the morning, bigawim oma, 3abalha fee shay! Miskeena!"

"Hehehe, ee wallaah, umbayyy fashlaaa! La2 bas 3adii... ya3ni 5alti Sara ra7 tifham ya3nii.... ra7 tifham 9a7?"

"We'll see, how do you feel?"

I couldn't stop smiling!!! "Rawan, I'm happy."

"Hehehehe, I can see that."





"R, shino kintay bitogoleen?"

She suddenly looked uncomfortable and started fidgeting around. What is it ilee it's so hard to say it? "Just spit it out!"

"Nouf, 5ala9 you choose Ali fa there's no reason to be upset or mad or shay."

"Rawan..."

"I think you made the absolute right decision, on both accounts, you and both guys! Ooo I'm sure you can call Fahad now oo he'll be happy for you."

"Okay..."

"Ya3ni F won't be sad, not much anyways."

"And why's that?" I feel so nervous calling Fahad, shino bigool?! Bas il7een she's telling me he won't be sad.... shisalfa?

"3ashan..." Silence, "he's dating someone else."

part 31 dedicated to Nora;*

Rawan

"3ala mino ati9il awal?" Nouf interrupted my thoughts... I guess I'll think about Sa3ad after....

And I should tell her about Fahad now, shouldn't I?

"Nouf tara I think you should call Ali and tell him your decision."

"Akeed moo Fahad awal?"

"Um, no, trust me."

Shakli bayin 3alai I know something because she eyed me and said, "Rawan, shisalfa?"

"Um, please, don't be mad?"

"Mad?"

"Call Ali first, and then I'll explain."

"Fine." She huffed and dialed his number.

"Aloo Ali?" She asked after a while, I looked at the clock, it was 4AM, ah okay, he must be asleep. I guess the excitement in this house is keeping everyone up.

Nouf looked at me, nervous, I gave her a thumbs up.

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Nouf


Ali mai jawib, shfee? I looked at Rawan wella achoofha itchoof il sa3a, lafait wella 6ila3 il7een il sa3a 4 AM, ahaaa... we miskeen!

Bas as I was about to click end call, jawab.

"Aloo Ali?"

"mmm.." Heheh, 7a6ait on speaker 3ashan tisma3 Rawan, hehe it was so funny, he was in a deep sleep. Rawan stifled a giggle.

"Aliiiiiiiii?" I teased.

"mmmm... sa3a cham?" he replied oo imbayan ina he just wanted to sleep, kaifa, I had to tell him now. Rawan 6ali3at her camera oo bidat it9awir video.

"3ali, do u still care about me, like really care?" I know I sounded cheesy bas I've wondering, akeed I've been wondering if he still wants me.. ya3nii moo 3ala kaifii I decide abii... you never know, yimkin yi'3ayir raya...

This seemed to have caught his attention b/c his voice became clearer, "Nouf, what is this about?"

"Marraige?" I suggested oo Rawan giggled.

He cleared his throat, "Nouf, Nouf, Nouf...."

"Ali?"

"Tabeeni?" I looked at Rawan and giggled.

"Um, ee?"

"Um wella ee?"

"Ali, ee."

"Il7een akalim omee."

part 30

Nouf:

Rawan grasped my arms hard, she had this huge smile on her face, and was literally bouncing up the stairs.

"I'm soooooo happy for you!!!" Oo it really shows, just looking at her glowing expression, the sparks in her eyes, and the huge smile made me even happier about this decision, "shinoo it7iseen bigool obooch?"

We looked at each other with this knowing expression... We ran to my room and we banged the door closed... bas of coarse, kina bara il '3orfa.... we tiptoed back to the stairs oo sat on the top, trying to hold our giggles and failing... we used to always do this when we were younger, it feels so refreshing to act as kids again.

"Shhhhh!" We tried to shut each other up bas ashwa my parents ma la7i'6aw.

"Bil baraka ya Aziz."

"Bil baraka ya Mariam (my mom)."

They looked at each other for a bit, I looked away, it felt as though we were intruding a private moment, Rawan felt it too, she looked down the stairs instead of at them.

That moment between them looked so powerful, so beautiful, it showed their strong bond and love between them.

My parents were married in a typical way... maku suwalif gf/bf ooo definitly ma kanaw the way F and I were or even A and I... bas obooy ta8adamlaha oo her parents accepted. They grew their love from scratch and to see how strong it is right now, to see that bond is just beautiful...

All their love was exposed in a moment.



"Let's go to your room." Rawan whipsered. Gimna, this was a talk we really shouldn't be listening too... It finally hit me, ana oo Rawan are not kids anymore, we can't intrude and hide at stairs anymore... We are adults, ADULTS... it's so scary!

I'm going to be engaged.... oo Rawan's getting married....

Kibarna.



We slowly tiptoed back into my room and very quietly closed the door... ri7na frashii oo we were silent for a while, kilman mash'3ool ib their own thoughts...

I looked at Rawan, she looked at me, smiling, "Ready to face life Nouf?"

"I think so."

"Ready to call Ali and Fahad."

"No."




"Now?"

"Yes."
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Rawan

Thank God ina 8arirat 3ali! She would've had her heart broken itha Fahad.

She was quiet the whole evening, but the look on her face shows she's ready...and it shows she's absolutely sure she wants Ali.

I'm just over the top happy for her, she deserves the best!

Oo I'm sure Ali is the best, throughout the years I tested him constantly to make sure of that...

Naughty Rawan, I know, bas itha he's a candidate for my best friend, no way is he getting her if he's not good enough!

Bas il rayal wayid 6ayib mashallah 3alai, oo galba abya'6 ...oo he's head over heels in love with Nouf, it hurts too see how much he loves her.


Nouf akeed, as always, matla7i'6! She's veryyyy naive.... ya3nii 9ij 9ij 9a6la hal bint!


Nouf was in the bathroom looking for her mobile...


My thoughts drifted over to my own love story...

Sa3ad...


Sa3ad, Sa3ad, Sa3ad,


what can I say?

:)

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*Sa3ad's name is chosen by Nora, hal ibnaya 3AJEEBA heheeh;* =D! *

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Fa if u want to, 7i6aw either ur name or the name u want to be in the story... if you REALLY like the story, moo bas chithii, just to have your name;p hehe....

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part 29

"Ali." I looked at her expression, it was blank, "haw mama shfeech?"

"Mafeenii shay."

"Giltlich batzawaj, oo minoo oo maradatay!"

"La 7abibty, il7een barid, bas kint 3arfa 6ool hal wagt.. 3araft min awal ma giltilee, bas ma agdar, bintii ibtitzawaj!" A tear fell from her eye.

"Na3aaaaaaaaaam? Shino?????" I heard Rawan's footsteps min warai, hathii min wain ga6a athoonha? hehe.

"Ali," I replied to Rawan, 100% sure of myself.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MABROOOOK!!!" 3a6atnii a huuuuuuuge bear hug oo a kiss on the cheek and then went to kiss my mom on the cheeck whose tears increased oo increased, inshallah may9eer flood ya3ni! "Mabrooooooooooooooook 5altiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" Rawan screamed as she hugged my mom.

"Sh9ayir? Shisalfa?" My dad came down the stairs, looking tired, obviously he heard Rawan's screams, I'm pretty sure il fireej kila did! Inshallah moo chithii ya3nii kilman yi3arif il 5abir oo ohwa nazil il dari.. ;p

"Bintik ra7 titzawaj!" Rawan exlaimed, way itshawig, akthar wa7da mistansa!

"Binti mino?"

"Youuubbaaa!! Shinoooo hatha ana?!"

"Haw mino 5i6abich?" He asked with a confused look on his face. Umbay tara baitna circus!

"Ali oo Fahad, bas 8arirat Aliiii...."

"3allooyy? oo Fahood?! Haaa? Hathalliii?"

"Ee, two years ago..." Radait omee oo bas il tears ma yougfoon, umbay il wa'63 i'6a7ik! "Bil baraka Aziz!"

Obooy baaas ras omee oo baaas rasii, "Mabrook 7abibtiii" He whispered, he looked so proud and so happy...

"Ro7aw foug ishway 5al akalim omich."

I think I made the right decision, didn't I?

7asait bil ibtisama 3ala wayhi,


I'm absolutely sure I did! :)

part 28: two years after part 2 ;)

I looked around the garden at everyone there: Fahad's cousin's, Ali included, his parents, some of his friends, moo min jam3atna, oo My parents, Rawan, some of my other cousins, and friends moo min jam3atna... oo last but not least, a video camera in Rawan's hand oo Rawan laughing hysterically.

Fahad and I looked at each other, blinked, then started laughing. That was hilarious!

"Oh my God, kintaw lazim itchoofoon wiyoohkum" Rawan commented as she approached us, "MABROOK!!" 3a6atnii this bear hug..

"Walla Fahad, ma it5ayaltik ibnaya!" Kaaaaaak! "Bas yallah, inmashii, it5arajt... ;) " Waii Rawan lol!



Ali ya oo baraklina... if you're wondering what happened after that day (the BBQ two years ago), maku, we were all friends.. ma fata7t il maw'6oo3 ma3a oomii oo vice versa... il7een we're at such a stable pace ina 7ada muree7!

We stayed at F's house until 1:30 am celebrating, BBQing, swimming... It was really nice. :) Bas wallah il dinasaurs (our parents) ti3baw fa we had to go home.. o the guests had to go.. salamna 3alaihum oo 6ila3na...

Rawan rij3at baitna ma3ana oo ra7at il 7amam itbadil, tilbis pijamatha.... walla ma achoof walla omee itnadeenii ta7at bil 9ala... ga3da nafs il mukan kanat ga3da fee two years ago.. oo ana ga3adt yamha... deja vu!


6ali3atnii ib this serious stare, oo I knew what it was about, "Nouf, 8arartay?"

I recollected all my thoughts, I knew I couldn't just shove this thing to the side and leave it, it was bound to creep up sometime.... Bas I did think about it after that day, I thought about it everytime I was with Fahad and Ali.

6ala3tha, oo %100 mitakda, giltlaha, "Ee Youma."

part 28: two years after

"Graduation dayyyyy baby!" I screamed at the top of my lungs... Everyone had a smile on their face, oo Fahad was taking so many pictures too!

Over these years, wayid athar 3alai, il7een ana ba3aad bidait a9awir! Ta8adum 9aaa7? He got newer lenses oo hal ashya2 kil sina ... ana I got a new camera.. I'm taking pictures of Fahad oo my friends... everyone looked so nice.. umbayy ma9adig 5ala9na il jam3a!! 6afaaw il sineen ibsir3a oo i'm sure I made friends for the rest of my life!



Rija3na bait Fahad, 8ararna to go for a swim in the swimming pool.. I've always loved the swimming pool! And I always will! Shaklii bashtiirii il bait itha ba3oo bas 3ashan il swimming pool!

Bas fee shay '3ala6 bil bait..

ma la7a'6t shino ohwa laman 9irna agrab-- 6ila3 il bait '6alma..

wala mara kan baithum '6alma '6alma

6ool il wagt fee 3ala il a8al lait maftoo7... shisalfa?!

My pulse started to go faster... as we approached, il 5ar3a ib galbii itzeed...

di5alna il bait oo ana mayta min il 5ar3a... I started imagining these terrible scenes in my head: F's mother all cut up and thrown in a closet ma3a blood drops
Aw his mother's body thrown in the atique with the head missing
Aw half his father in the house, the other half in the pool

Don't ask.

My imagination runs wild!


Bas I was freaking out, holding my breath, my heart beating a mile a minute, I held on tightly to F's arm, "Shfeech?!" He whispered.

"Laa... you know shfeenii... why are you whispering?!" I whispered back...

"Haa... la2... mafii shay." He whispered as he guided me slowly around the house.

"Then why are you still whispering?!" Sasartlaa, scared to death, oo holding his arm akthar..



Ma ligina shay da5al bas sima3na 9oot bara... oo literally, my heart was beating so fast, I was gripping F's arm sooo tightly I'm sure the blood stopped...



Fita7 il baab F shway shway walla nisma3,

"SURRRRRPRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE!"

oo 9ara5na ana oo F's 9ar5a moo 6abi3iyaaa, mayteeen min il 5ar3aaa!!!

Wella nistaw3ib... it's a surprise party.

Part 27

Throughout the entire dinner I was just thinking about it over and over again... These two incredible guys want me... oo I want them both.... I admit I don't want just their friendship!!! Ugh, this is annoying... bas the food is delicious... yuuuuuuuuum!

I looked around the table, kilman yisoolif oo mistanis oo getting along... I loved it! F was enjoying all the smiles too... he was taking lots of pictures which are going to turn out wonderfull!

..........


"Byeee... inchoofkumm!"

Everyone left, including Rawan... bas of coarse, she will be back tomorrow. :)

I needed to talk to my mom.

"Mama... 3adii akalmich?" Obooy ra7 yitsaba7 ooo il 5adama kanat itna'6if...we had the living room to ourselves.... I explained everything that happened to her... except some details I'm pretty sure she wouldn't enjoy.

"7asayt."

"Na3am?!" I looked at her stunned.

"7asait... ana oo om Fahad kila nitkalam oo akeed akalim i5it om Fahad too, ilee ihya om Ali.... you know we're close...."

"Ma3a om 3ali ba3aaaaad?!"

"Eee, haw shino ya3nii?! 3abalich a5ali ay walid fee hal bait?!"

"Ah."

"It'6a7keen!"

"Mama! Inzain oo ba3dain..."

"Oo bas... kina in3arif ina il awlad ithawishaw oo omahathum 7asaw ina 3alaich intay o 3arafna..."

"Ah... mama kilish matwa8a3t..."

"Hehehe, wallah tara agoolich il 9ij ana ra'6ya 3ala ay wa7id feehumm... bas shar6 it5al9een il jam3a awal!!"

"Mama, hatha min shiroo6ii ana ba3ad." I smiled at her, "Akeed ya3nii ba5ali9 il jam3a awal! Wain ga3deen?!"

"Shdaraniii 3anich... itbooseen il awlad 3ala 5adhum! Tara 3aib! Gilna in5alii Fahad fee darach oo chithii bas il booos? That's too much!!!" That's the first time ever she says anything like that....

"Wow, mama, you are so right!"

"Haw, akeed, shino ya3nii ilee sawaitii 9a7?"

"Sorry." I blushed looking down at the carpet..

"5ala9, il7een la7a'6tay, let's move on... mino tirta7ainla akthar?"

"Madri, abii ithnathum!"

"Hawwwww!!! Noufff 3aiibbb.... oo 7araam! il mara 7alal laha rayel wa7id!"

"Yuma shfeech?! At8ashmar... ya3nii atmana I can have both." Heheh wayyy omiii!!

"Wala Nouf il 6areeqa ilee you explained il wa'63 fee... yibayin it7ibeen ithnanathum... bas a7is Ali is more suitable to be your husband."

Did she just decide on Ali?

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Let's Keep This Just Between Us, Okay? is still on... ma5ala9... ;)

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part 26

Ali looked seriously uncomfortable. Good.

He cleared his throat, "I'm sorry Nouf."

"Foooor?" Rawan urged.

Ali 3a6aha 5aza, "I'm getting there, Rawaaan." Then his attention returned back to me, "Awalan, Rawan explained how my actions and what I said makes you feel as though you are a prize---"

"Moo prize, what did we say exactly?" Rawan again, and she got another glare from Ali. Hahahhaha! I'm loving this!

"Moo prize, she said something like we were competing for you.. ya3ni chinich not a person but something Fahad and I both want.. ya3nii we both love the competition and the chase.... wait, sim3ay... that isn't what I meant at all. That isn't the way I feel about you but Nouf said that that's the way it was percieved... and yes, I admit, in Lenotre I was trying to make Fahad jealous laman giltlich salmay 3alai ib 9oot 3aleee.... bas the rest of the time, the whole time, I swearrr Nouf, mala 3eela8a with Fahad.... wagt Rawan 3izmatnii 7ag il BBQ, I wanted to come to see YOU! Not to make Fahad jealous, same with the car and the ride and the same with suwalifna.... I really had fun with you today... oo Rawan... except right now, right now Nouf, she's really really annoying---"

"You deserve my annoyingness for what you did to my cousin!!!" hahhahha, Rawan!

"I looove you!" I whispered into her ear. She gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"Continue..." She nodded at Ali.

"Nouf, I told you I am in love with you." I can't believe he's talking so openly in front of F! Wth? And F looks so calm, as if this isn't affecting him at all...

Rawan saw the panic on my face, "Lat5afeen we talked about this before we discussed between us three and came to a conclusion... each guy knows how the other feels.... they're okay now." She winked.

Wooow... I'm soooo happpyyyy nowww. :) I'm not tearing families apart... They actually talked and discussed--it's not a good topic--- but still.... yayyy....

"Anyways, I told you I am in love with you, oo 9adginii I am to the point that it hurts.... it just hurts that no other girl can satisfy me! You know how annoying that is?!"

"Annoying?!" I asked, I know what he meant, bas felt like torturing him shwaya.

"Nouf, it's not funny, please I know what you're doing, don't torture me, not having you is enough pain." He replied quietly...

Oh.

"Il7een it3arfeen moo 8ashmara? This whole time I was serious! O btw ana awal mara atkalam hal kithir about "feelings" .... these cheesy things make me want to puke... but see, moo li3ba 7agii!! Moo competition ma3a Fahad!!"

Oh.

"Anyways, it would cause me even more pain and it would kill me to not see you happy oo to not see you comfortable.... oo know I realize what I did oo I apologize greatly... oo ba5aliich 3ala ra7tich oo I'm not going to try to push you... oo neither is Fahad going to push you.... we just both wanted you oo both of us wanted to be the guy for you that makes you want to be better, to be happy all the time... bas now we understand, we're going to fast oo sending completely different messages... oo min my side, I really am sorry."

My heart melted right then and there. I was completely blown away.

Wow.

"KIDS, dinner is ready!!" My dad screamed min 3ind il BBQ interrupting us.

"We'll be there 3amii digeega." Rawan replied, she returned to our conversation, "Wow, Ali.... marry me?" Wayyyy I looove her!

"Hehe, I would Rawan, bas my heart and mind are set on some one else." His eyes were looking directly at me while saying that.... those stunning eyes. I blushed deeply.

"Laa 3add ihnii gazartha 3alooy! Not fair!" Fahad finally speaks!

This made us all laugh....

"Okay N, il7een ana... Nouf... ma tadreen how much I love you... I would marry you right now and here... ka ba3ad all the closest people are here, ana o rawan, oo your parents... sorry 3ali ur still not as close." hehehheehhe, cutiie Fahad, "Bas like 3ali, I don't want to rush you.... oo I want you to be happy.... oo we'll both have to face your decision in the future...bas just like your perfect 7ag Ali, you are perfect for me. Oo right now we all decided to take it slow... we're not going to pressure you... we'll hang out as we did before.. even though it's killing both me and Ali."

A tear dropped from my eye.

"Aww, 7ayaatiii..." Rawan gave me a hug from the side.

"Thank you." I whispered.

"All better? All clear? They both love you. No game, reality baby!"

"Heheh, I know. Bas omg Ali oo Fahad you don't know how hard it is with you too! Can't I have you both."

"Wallahhh Noufff ana agoolich...."

"Hehehhehehheehhehe!!"

"Let's go eat! Yoo3ana oo I can smell the BBQ till here!" Rawan exlaimed.

"Thank you Rawan." I hugged her so hard.... wayy amoot 3alaiha!

"Your welcome." She went to talk with my parents as they prepared her favorite BBQ dish for her.

"Ali oo Fahad... intaw ithnainatkum giltoolii how you feel oo I'm just so shocked... ya3nii ma ligataw a7ad '3ari bil Kuwait? Oo What's so specail about me?! That I don't get either... bas I really like you both, so much! You both are making me fall more and more in love with you... Ooo I keep on thinking how it's not fair your family brought two guys that are insanely hot, intimidating, handsome, well-mannered, charming, oo just overall amazing! It's just not fair... oo it's hurting me too... I can't choose... you're both just, wow, wow, wow! That's what I constantly think.... Oo I never realized that you guys get hurt too but now I understand and I am so sorry."
I told them both. Oof I'm falling hard for the both of them!

"Rawan 3adii bas too3idiinii shay?" Ali held my arms tightly.

GULP, "Ilee ohwa?"

"Please, DON'T ever ride a taxi or a stranger's car EVER again! I was going to get a heart attack!"

"Heheh, aw3idak."

He pulled me into a bear hug.... his strong arms wrapped around me... wow it felt good.

Next hug from Fahad... bear hug too....

"Thank you both." I looked up at their beautiful eyes and kissed each guy's cheek.

"Nouf!" My parents screamed and eyed me, ooppsss... hahah...

We all laughed..

"Yalla ta3alaw iklaw."

part 25: dedicated to In My Closet

*In the taxi*
I kept on repeating the scene in my head, Ali getting mad, hurt, realizing that I actually am not engaged, that I'm "up for grabs"! Ugh, just thinking about it makes me sick.

I can see him in the mirror, he's following my taxi.

It just really hurts so much, I have this painful stabbing feeling in my chest, how could they do this to me? Fahad especially!? He has been my best friend all these years, I had and still do have this crush on him since his birthday, he really hurt me! He could have just shut up instead of making me believe he actually cared and wanted to marry me! Or Ali could have shut up. Ya3ni ishda3wa they both want me that bad they're willing to fight! There are beautiful and amazing ladies in Kuwait. Laish yiyaninoooniiii?! Oo why do they have to fight over the same girl! They are cousins! First cousins!!!! Their parents are siblings forheaven'ssake!


I FREAKING DIDN'T ASK THEM TO FIGHT!!!! I am not a person that tears families apart!!!!

I want to cry, I want to scream but no sound comes out. The taxi driver is looking at me through the mirror, he looks terrified, I wonder if he has wife and kids... I wonder if he drove his wife crazy like these two guys are driving me!!!

My phone started ringing, filling the silence in the taxi, I looked at the screen: Fahad.

UGH.

I clicked on ignore. Silence again.

Two seconds later: Fahad.

Ignore again.

Silence in the taxi again.

He called five more times after that. Can't he just take a hint?! I need to be alone.

Oh, but wait, of course, it's never about my feelings, laaaaaaaaa2, it's about those two idiots and what they want and how they're going to get it first.

This is driving me crazy.

I think it's driving the Indian taxi driver crazy too because on the third time the phone rang and I ignored it, he sped up, trying to get me home faster.

Finally wi9alt il bait... I gave a big tip to the Indian guy 3ashan wa9alnii ibsir3a and wished and prayed that F wasn't in our house.

I sneaked in, got up to my room, yelled "I'm home" in case my parents were there, locked myself in my room and jumped on the bed.

I just lay there staring at the ceiling, thinking. Am I making a big deal out of this?

Ahhh... I really don't know, I just want to sleep... mhhhmmm, sleep sounds goood...

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hhmmmm.... pleaasee stop... bas 5aloonii anaaaam.... my mind is just filled with drowsiness but the knocking won't stop bassss pleaseee..

*knock knock knock*

*bang bang bang*

waiii, may5aloon il wa7id yinaam! I got up and checked the watch, oh shoot! It's 7pm! I don't remember a thing!

Oh now I do!

*BANG BANG BANG*

"kanii yaya!"

"Noufa! Shitsaween, minziman a6ig 3al baab! 5ara3tiiiiniiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! FEECHII IL BAB IL7EEN!!" My mom was screaming through the door.


Oh Shooooooooooooooooot! How long was I asleep?

I opened the door, "sorry ma, kint nayma."

"Nayma? Witha 6i7tay '3ashyana!! Laish gifaltay il baaab! 5ara3tiiinii yuma!! Oo obooch tawa kan bikasir il bab!! wagfeen ihnii 15 minutes, literally, in6ig il baab!!" SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT

"Sorry mama, wallah nimt noma 3amee8a ma 3iraft, wallah sorry!"

"5al aroo7 anadihum, kanaw biyooboom shay yikasroon il bab!"

Oola yikasroon il baab?!! Waiiit, yikasroon?

"Mama, min yikasir il bab? Mino zayerna?"

"7amdila wi shikir ti3ziminhum o tensain! Fahood ihnii ma3a wild 5alta! Yalla nizlay, Rawan ba3ad 5ayfa 3alaich."

"Fahad oo 3ali ihni?"

"Haw, ee! Shfeech yuma?" She asked me, looking at me as if I lost my mind.

"Ahaa... okay il7een albis oo anzil, oo 7adii asfa inii 5ara3tkum." I went over and gave her a kiss.

"7abibtii, zain ilee ma 9ar feech shay. Yallah libsay oo nizlay."

I closed the door after her and kicked it hard.

WHY IN THE WORLD ARE THEY HERE?!

Wasn't today's activity enough?! ifffffffff!

I took off my lunch clothes and put on a black tshirt with jeans and tied my hair in a kubba, 7ada imbayin ina malii 5ulg.

Nizalt ta7at to find Rawan, Ali, and Fahad sitting awkwardly.... a7san! They all deserve to face each other! I really didn't feel like facing them.

"9aba7 il 5air, 9a7 il noom." My dad joked from behind me while giving me a hug.

"Hi baba, I'm sorry."

"Hehe, 3adii, bas 5ara3tay omich il miskeena."

"Hehe, ee mama ibsir3a it5af." I whispered to him.

"Noufoo!! Azizoo! Tara sima3tkum!" She came in laughing, "Get ready all of you for a deelicious meal! Ali, titthakir il bbqs ilee insaweehum?"

"La 5altee, bas sima3t ina they're the BEST!" He replied. Suck up. La, Nouf don't be so harsh, 7aram ur mom seems to like him. Oo indeed she does look like she likes him... After all no one can know Ali and Fahad and not like them...


This is so annoying! How can one family sprout two handsome and charming guys that have the same interest? It's too much!

"Nouf, 7ayach ta3alay gi3day ma3ana." Fahad pointed to the chair between him and Rawan. He spoke carefuly, and it looked like they all knew something. I, on purpose, ignored the chair he pointed to and sat on the one on Rawan's other side that wasn't next to either Ali or Fahad.

Rawan's arm fell around me, "Nouf, I'm sure these two men have something to tell you."

"We're sorry." They said in unison.

"Okay il7een, they both told me they want to talk to you and so they are going to talk in turns." heheh, a smile crept to my face, Rawan is hilarious! She's treating them like kids, it's so funny.

"Okay." I replied.

"Now look Nouf, both guys explained to me what happened on each side and I explained to them what they did wrong." umbay china ga3deen ib couples therapy! "oo Nouf, ana myself ma a9adig how mean and rude and awful (she eyed both of them here) they were."


I turned to them, waiting expectantly. Hehehe, this seems like fun, Rawan is a genious!

"Ali first." She continued.

"Go ahead, I'm waiting." I eyed him.